I used to be the best and now….NOT
Previously, I have friends who told me that they would eventually turn PLU for me for they have not seen such a great bf before and also they know how my relationships goes and how I treat my girlfriend. I give nothing but the best to my girlfriend. I may have hurt them a few times but somehow I always make it up to them no matter what. I have relationships that last for years and I have always had the confident of being the best bf any girl could ever have. My toleration level is way beyond limits. My unconditional love is given whole heartedly without wanting anything in return. I would turn down eveything and even 50million worth of cash won’t make me let go of the person I love. Some would most probably say because I’m still young and at the age below 21 (more or less) would give up everything for love and will always say, I will die if I dont have you. I will always be with you..forever and ever. Yeah right..if you say that some time about 35 years ago maybe people will believe you but people are getting wiser nowadays. Everybody’s needs and wants is changing and people are evolving. Oh well..time goes on..what I say here is definitely not generalized to every individual here on earth. If you agree then ok, if you don’t then fine. It’s not a debate here..just an expression.
Before I courted the one I’m with now, all my friends keep telling her that I’m the best anyone could ever had and I convienced her as well that I’ll always place her above anything else. Eventually, I guess I changed into a total different person now. I have disappointed my friends who say good things about me to her and most importantly, I’ve disappointed her. Totally disappointed her. I just don’t know why. I kept doing things which I unintendedly do and make things go wrong and create a whole big pile of mess. It’s funny because I really do love her but somehow things just goes wrong. It may sound very simple here but sometimes simple things are the ones which are complicated. Isn’t it funny?? Stupid it seems…
"What goes around ..comes around"
I feel blur and a little bit lost here. It’s like I feel like taking a left turn but somehow my steering wheel is going towards the right and when I do turn right..I come up to another ‘T’ junction..then gotta think and make decisions again. Lolz..how funny life is when things turn around this way. So..in the end..the conclusion is just..HA!HA!HA!
